12-20 jun 2010

12.06.2010
FAMILY day!!!
ok.. since its saturday.. and there are no INTERNET provide in my house..
reason: thanks to malaysia awesome raining day + lotsa of thunder.
so, my family decided to have a nice family outing at One U..
mummy , bro, sis in law, annabella, sis, marcus , matthew + me..
8 ppl.. reached One U @ 12pm..
yeah!!! 笼的传人for brunch...
and we ordered 粽子。

special price with CIMB bank credit card wei.. save lots..
but brother paid by citibank..omo.. save RM10 wei.. sayang-nya.
however.. its delicious.. love it..
and we went to pasar malam tonight.. haha..
happy happy .. i love pasar malam..
picture of the day... Matthew : ) and annabella behide .. haha

13.06.2010
this is a boring day again since my wireless hvn "fully recover" yet..
fortunately, ying come to find me, and we decided to have snowflake @ subang jaya on sunday!!

happy me + ying ♥

me of the day ; )
am looks tired.. and suffering by the pimples..
yeah!!! head to subang jaya!!! snowflake snowflake..
i ordered taufufa with peanuts and ying ordered her favorite best seller.
after than.. we went for dinner at 6pm.. (so damn early)
甘大厨。。 nice restaurant @  kampung cheras baru..
strongly recommended: 豆腐 南瓜泥。

awesome food.. thanks ying for bring me there.. i love it so much.
and there are lotsa comments and blog which talking about this restaurant. nice.
after dinner.. me and ying spent some time in ying's house for internet..
then we head to KLCC at 9pm..
gals... 9pm.. yeah, we go to KLCC at 9pm .. its sounds madness..
but we really very happy.. haha..
and ying showed me her new shoe.. (which hvn buy)
guess whats the brand???
ANSWER: ZANG TOI!!!!
famous fashion designer in malaysia that achieved lotsa achievement  .. blah blah blah..
ying: 好眼光。。
and its cost RM240.. after discount.. omo..
wait.. both of us need to save money..
wait wait.. should tell our lovely bf to buy for us.. haha..
night.. Uma Rani @ jln ipoh... yam cha..

ying + tara + me.
3 girls mamak session. nice chat tonight.. ♥♥♥
不喜欢人家说骗话。。 就算是善意的谎言。。
讨厌。。 为什么？为什么你要说骗话。。 笨蛋。
13.06.2010
breakfast.. face to face pan mee..
with who? my ying ying again.. ^.^
a brand new day with you is a nice start.. ♥
my ying ying .. haha..
love u so much until my bf keep complaint bout that.. haha..
okie.. no internet = no life.
kills me if there is no more internet life..
assignments.. i cnt concentrate at inti.. hells!!!!
海豚。。 从bali回来了。 happy ^^

14.06.2010
Genting dinner canceled..
and wireless came back..
so? stay at home..
but i wana update my blog .. blog came first....then assignment...
after blog.. haha.. sleep.. tired to do my progress report..
f**k you airasia.. i hate this company.. since i need to revalue this company for my assignments.. 
lolx.. : )
16.06.2010
怀疑自己对你的爱。
到底对你的， 是不是爱？
是爱？ 还是替代？
“难道我真的那么没有魅力吗？”
这是你问的。。 难道我真的忽略你了吗？
搬来这个新家已经有三个月了。
wine cooler 现在才送到来。。
可怜家里的红酒。。
17.06.2010
progress report & presentation 已过去。。
今晚。。 要赶FIN468的 draft 了。。
我原来，爱这种透不过气的感觉。
18.06.2010

toy story 3 .. 好看到。。。

很搞笑。。。 好笑到。。 疯掉。。

好朋友就是这样。。 不用多说。拍一拍肩。。 大家心照。
* 好久不见的眼泪，今天终于流了下来。
不是为了任何人， 而是为了自己。
最后，还是做了这样的决定。
分手，对大家都好。
开心，恢复单身。
可能就好象有人说的那样。
born to be single lady. *
可爱的哥哥用bonuslink redeem 了一辆脚踏车回来。
可爱到。。。 有够小辆的。。哈哈。。
所以，这就成为我的脚踏车咯。。 ; )

19.06.2010
听说家里附近有人的家被进贼了。 而且，一共有三间。
所以，security 变得更加严厉。
连车后箱都要检查。
好好好。。 以后，我出去就好。
超麻烦朋友的。
但， 谢谢警长的关心。。现在门打开， 都很安全。哈哈。
20.06.2010
很废的。。妈妈突然要去batu caves..

me and marcus.. 做好心理准备。。 开心出发。。

哈哈。。。here we are~~~

it is just... so huge... O.O

mama ♥♥♥ cute u ♥♥♥

cute sister too ♥

and me ♥

cutteeeee matthew.. see his expression.. omo.. just like a girl ^^

me ♥

me

matthew again.. ^^

三代同堂.. nice one.. ♥

and what they looking at???

monkey!!!!!!!

monkeysss....

monkey again...haha..

me and marcus.. ^^

haha.. 38 expression.. what both of us doing?? i was just look so innocent..

me and matthew

the artist i met at batu caves.. i like him.. ♥

my lovely mama.. ♥

the family.

me and mummy + a cute monkey .. ; )
nice family outing.. and happy father day.. : )

过去的字迹

今天整理房间时，发现了一堆不知是什么的废纸。。
原来， 过去的字迹。。。遗留在这里。
过去的心情。。 过去的故事。。

**我以为我很坚强，
原来， 我并没有。
我以为我特别脆弱，
原来，我还可以死撑。
崩溃了吗？
没有，并没有什么能让我再崩溃多一次。
只是，痛的感觉特别清楚。
清楚得用肉眼看的到，
清楚得用手触得到。
眼泪，是唯一看到的，
眼泪，是唯一触摸到的。
再也没有温柔的怀抱，
再也没有深情的吻。
但是，一句无谓的关心，
已足够溶化需要医治的伤口。** -- 25/05/09

** title: district of grey.
i like grey,
not because of i dislike black or i hate white.
is because of ..
she is vacillate, suspicious, sham, dupe, oversensitive,
fraud, ominous, miraculous, mysterious.
she is the evil creature of black and white.
Thus, can not b judge by wrong and right.
she is the mingle of angels and demons.
nobody able to , neither contaminate nor purify her.
she can be anyone.
reason: posses elements of dark and bright.
she can be anything.
reason: ignorance of righteous and vicious.
i fall in with with grey ,
with come across of red.
attempt, adapt, alter, struggle and leave.
or
embrace, emulate, practice, inured and suit.
after all, fall in love again.
with red.
select? escape?
result: choose to abscond.
why?
reason: red is my blood, grey is my instincts.
-- i can not live without blood,
but i can alive without instincts,
with no spirit too.--**--20/07/09

**有人说， 酒精是麻醉自己的方式。
可是，我怎么越喝越清醒。
念着你， 我在这里，
感觉到你的气息。
当第一口开始后，
我就知道，
我无法再继续。
你选择了沉默，
你选择了逃避。
让我独自接受，
自我沉醉的自己，
自我放纵，是今晚的我。
我认了， 我爱你。
就只是。。爱你。**--07/08/09

**when you try to say ,
"forgive me"..
its too late to make apologize.**

**字典里，没有“后悔”，
敢爱敢恨，是我的座右铭。
如果你不喜欢，
可以批评。
如果你爱，
我会对你说声：谢谢。**

**那一刻， 当自己按下delete时，
心痛，我知道。
心疼，我知道。
但是这是自己的选择，选择放下。
选择放弃，选择遗忘。
剩下你的一张照片。。死尸般，
躺在我的钱包里。
再次的凝望， 眼泪也没法再流下。
所以请你以后， 不要再告诉我你是被逼放下的那一方。
因为你所谓的浪漫废话，我再也听不进去。**

还有很多。。不知什么的东西。
原来，因为你，自己变得那么感触。
因为你 =)
今天， 我要说的是：
I wanna fly， I wanna drive， I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby， by now you should know ...

The Star

YouTube - Vitas - The Star

   

Очень много раз я себе задавал вопрос,So many times I asked myself

Для чего родился на свет, я взрослел и рос?What for I was born into this
world and grew up

Для чего плывут
облака и идут дожди,And why the clouds float and rains pour

В этом мире ты для себя ничего не жди...You shouldn't expect anything for
yourself in this world

Я бы улетел к облакам - жаль крыльев нет,I would fly up to the clouds but I
have no wings

Манит меня
издалека тот звездный свет...That starlight lures me from afar

Но звезду достать
нелегко, хоть цель близка,But it's hard to reach the star
though the goal is close at hand

И не знаю, хватит
ли сил для броска...And I don't know if I'll have
enough strength for the throw

Припев (Refrain):

Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,I'll wait just a little bit more

И собираться буду в путь...And then will get ready for my
journey

Вслед надеждой и
мечтой,Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай
звезда моя, постой...Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

Сколько же еще мне дорог предстоит пройти?How many paths do I have to go by?

Сколько покорить
мне вершин, чтоб тебя найти?How many peaks should I conquer to
find my own self?

Сколько же с
отвесной скалы мне падать вниз?How long should I keep falling
from the cliff?

Сколько начинать
все с нуля, и есть ли смысл?How many times should I start from
the beginning and is there any sense to it?

Припев (Refrain):
Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,I'll wait just a little bit more

И собираться буду
в путь...And then will get ready for my
journey

Вслед надеждой и
мечтой,Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай
звезда моя, постой...Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

Can’t Be Tamed

YouTube - Miley Cyrus - Can't Be Tamed
  

For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, 24 hours a day
'Cause I'm hot like that
Every guy everywhere just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection, I always get the 10s
'Cause I'm built like that

I go through guys like money flyin' out their hands
They try to change me but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never planned
If you're gonna be my man, understand

I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

If I see my reflectiona bout my intentions
I'll tell ya I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell ya to get to hell
I'm like a puzzle but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this, we can make some magic
I'm on like that

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

I'm not a trick you play, I ride a different way
I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, It's set in my DNA
Don't change me (x4)
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don’t know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

1- 11 Jun 2010

01.06.2010
新的一个月份。。
今天，额外emo..
但谢谢。。有莹在自己的身边。。
sunway pyramid @ pasta zanmai for lunch.. ^^

今天的午餐。。莹说：一定吃不完。。
我笑说：为什么？？？？

我的set lunch.. ; )

see, 我说的，我一定吃得完。。

on the way to sunway college..to  fetch elaine.. ;)
haha.. dior sunglasses...
ying looks better with it le.. omo..

sombong ying, she said: of course la, im leng lui mar..lolx.. ;)
今天，家里的饭桌终于来了。。

喜欢家里新的饭桌。; )

是幸运还是努力的成果？
我，就差那么一点。。
02.06.10
you, really drive me crazy..
but i like u.. seriously like u... ♥
picture of the day!!!
messy tara lim .. haha .. lolx..

dun kill me please.. haha.. my lovely master.. ^^
03.06.10

elaine @ snowflake.. here the empty best seller..

the 2nd round.. pancake house @ sunway pyramid..
with lousy services.. haha...

both of us ♥♥♥
i like my salad.. oh cheese... spot the CHEESE~~~

cheese... ♥♥♥
anyhow, elaine dislike it.. hoho..

好简单的一餐.. happy day..  ♥♥♥

elaine with her waffle.. ♥

see her expression.. she is so dang happy...

camwhore while Elaine is studying.. haha..

wondering.. why Elaine is soooo happy while i camwhore-ing>>>.. haha.. cute Elaine.. ♥

omo.. so serious!! aim for 1st class my hun ♥
after elaine ciao.. i waiting my hubby to do his gym...
25 minutes of waiting alone in pancake house is killing my patient..
but i really fel happy when meet up with my dear.. ♥♥♥
*hugs hugs* you are my only one ^^
slept at 10pm tonight.. abnormal me...
04.06.10
boring day.. because of the cancellation of financial strategy & eco class..
kill me please.. at the end.. i decided to skip my international banking class.. haha.
hence, tats means i woke early in the comfortable raining morning to attend one hour of international financial management class.. gosh..
after reached home, packing..
go to my sisters' house..

i love my superman T-shirt.. love it..
and i gotta buy some new superman T-shirt again
9.00pm.. dinner @1 station..
with tara, yen yang, abu, jiun tan, zi cheng and ah dik..
love♥ you all.. nice chat tonight..
looking forward for the drinking session in tara's house.. ♥

merlot + cocktail ... haha.. nice nice.. i cnt live without alcohol..

murni session.. miin + zi cheng.

jiun + ying

me + dear (and im drunk tat time)

38... wearing the " i am single" T-shirt...
i miss you dear dear.. everyday, every second..
05.06.10
art society gathering..
breakfast @ 旺角。。

love this.. created by zhen ning.. ♥

here is our group photo that we all hvn ready yet.. haha

here we are!!! ART SOCIETY!!!

89' committee

89' committee take 2

89' committee again..without xiao miin.
 
smile~~~ ;)

me ^.^

happy us...

me and vincent.. haha

me and rik.

me and my favorite partner.. zhen ning.

i like this.. happy me.. ^^
after breakfast and took lotsa picture...
movie : prince of persia

after movie.. honey moon @ kepong

after honeymoon dessert...
花了两个小时的时间。。 陪镇湘送人回家。
她说：你很成熟。
说真的， 我希望自己能再成熟多一点点。
7.30pm dinner @ kepong..
with ying, elaine, miin and erica.
and i ate 2 plate of rice tonight..
good appetite.. ^^
after dinner, 2nd round..
i love koffee @ menjalara...

with ying, miin, erica & poyen .
Topic that night: name of our kids in the future.
my kids name: 罗里车，萝卜糕，罗你命，罗你笨。。lolx.. funny man.. i love it damn much.
ying kids name: 陈皮，陈发表，陈绩单。。 haha..
一整晚的废话后，reached home at 1am...
tired.. really tired. i miss my bed.. miss u..
可是，为什么？当你说你也想念我时，我却一点感觉也没有。
笨蛋自己。
06.06.10
woke at 4pm.. crazy me..
不去howard 的21st bday party lu...
留在家。。 乖乖的。。就好。
今天，关上自己 的电话。。安静的，享受自己的生活。
谢谢忠辉的电话。you are my angel.
07.06.10
头很痛。。 很痛， 很痛。
吃很多。。 很多，很多。
08.06.10
4 hours break..
brunch @ zanmai sunway pyramid again...
with joshyn, pik wen, lai san and pei yi..
看dress 去呗。
想想， 不知道要穿成怎样去prom..
还是低调点好了。 我，不爱抢风头..haha...
09.06.10
lunch with chung hui..
板面@ ss19..restaurant lian heng..

damn delicious..!!! nice nice..
after lunch.. study @ sunway college..
comfortable college.. no wonder its tuition fee is so dang expensive.. lolx.
** result release today**
and i no dare to take it..
coward me.
10.06.10
received a surprise call from shane to ask me for movie.
hence, i skip my financial strategy since the lecturer dint take attendance.
so , both of us take our lunch @ the curve
then, we spent our time by chit chat here.. chit chat there...
@ starbuck , the curve.
all the picture below are taken by shane's babe: mac pro ; )

the 1st.

haha.. we 'mixed' together... lolx

i told shane, i like this.. looks like ants.. haha

O.o

hehe.. spot my teeth~~~

ei... im not really like this effect..
anyhow, have fun with his Mac Pro.. haha..
so, before go for movie @ One U at 10.20 pm
we went for our dinner : vietnam kitchen

shane like this so much.. but its all vege.. since he is vegetarian.. haha
after dinner... MOVIE time.~~~ KILLERS!!!

not really good story line.. but its funny..
like it too ;)
11.06.10
went for movie again.. with dear dear, kah chung + kah hong.
movie today: karate kids

i love this movie.. : )

and i like jaden smith too.. o!!! xiao dre!!!! ; )
he is sooooo sweet ... and cute!!!