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28 August 2010

Love The Way You Lie

 

 



[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[Chorus]

24 August 2010

11- 20 august 2010

11.08.2010
好一科financial strategy..
因为不够睡,在考场睡着了。。
谢谢坐在我后面的dylan 把我踢醒。。
但,拿不到A了。。 这个,我自己清楚得很。
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该熬夜读书吗?
不了。我今晚要好好睡觉。。
虽然,明天有我最喜欢的international banking 大考。
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连妈妈也觉得我们两正在谈恋爱。
怎么会这样?
不知道。也,不想改变。
12.08.2010
今天的international banking..
i wana score A.. 一定能!!!!
high risk, high return!!!
我和你拚了!!!
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都说了。high risk, high return.
spot 的题目全部出完来了。
但, 该记得的points 却忘了。kanasai....
自己撞墙去。。我这个大笨蛋。
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载进载出。。我多希望。。你是我的另一半。
**我是玩咖,所以遇到的,都是玩咖。。。**
13.08.2010
再多十二个小时。。就要考试了。
可能是最后一科的关系。。很懒。不想读。
所以? 还没开始读。。
好想好想。。 什么都不理。 睡觉去。。
但,再拖一下下。。 认命。。 还是去读书好了。
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只用了五个小时来读我的international financial management.
超神经的说。。我真的很敢死。
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体贴到一种让我无法自拔的地步。
一个月不见面。我该怎么办??
因为你,我变得不像自己
14.08.2010
movie with jeff today...
the last airbender..
wei.. suck movie.. with jeff..

however, nice outing with u..
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正式的告诉自己:我爱上你。
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happy birthday my dearest Matthew nephew..
aunt alicia love u ♥♥
15.08.2010
花钱的一天.. with mummy and irene chan...
and my 2 naughty nephew.. marcus & matthew.
however,  i just bought 2 pair of shoe...
one from vincci.. and one from nike..
damn cheap mega sales..
i never bought nike by just RM150..
HAHAHA... *clap clap*

** 长大了,不会再因为买贵货而感到开心。。
反而,拾到便宜而兴奋。**
16.08.2010
dear jeff came to my house @ 6am..
yea.. its morning.. 6am..
thanks my dear, come here for just accompany me for running..
so sweet of him ♥
we start our running @ 7am to 9am..
damn tired exercise.. but both of us really sweat lots..
hapi ♥♥ and i fel awesome!!!
after bath and breakfast...
10 am.. go to One U again (continually 3 days to One U)
2 movie today..
1st: salt

angelina jolie is sexy.. but the movie is.. well.. just ok.
and 2nd movie: the sorcerer's apprentice

i like it.. me & jeff laugh like hell in da cinema.. ♥
*as usually.. i fel happy to spend my time with u..
but i reluctant to lie to myself again & again as this happiness will last forever.
finally : i asked....
what kind of relationship we having now?
and the answer is expected : u duno.
nice, my tears dropped.
and u just sms to me.. and tell me not to angry..**
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对于你,我真的不知道要做些什么。。
可能一开始,就是错误。对,那明明就是一个错误。
可是,就是陷入其中。。我竟然陷入其中。
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ying: thanks for your remind. love u ♥
17.08.2010
i falaslp ... hence, skip my "morning run" today..
lazy me.. i hate myself ... stupid...
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received a message from john...
he told me: my dearest ms sri devi 不知是故意还是无意的。。
把我的assignments... 弄不见了。。
okie~~ luckily... i have my copy.. damn u lecturer...
18.08.2010
jeff came to my house to jog with me again..

messy hair.. because it tie by jeff... >.<
yea.. after jog..  we went back to inti for RESUBMIT my eco assignment...
after then.. sunway movie..
movie today: expendable..
70% for this movie.. why?
because.. got jet li... ♥

leg started to pain today.. hell..
19.08.2010
finally... period came..
隔了十二个小时你才找我。。很好。。。jeff ang.
am not going to find him too..
lets play.. see who will be the winner .
today, im not going to reply his message and answer his call..
because i had reserved my day to my babe ying ♥
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went to sunway with my babe ying today..
omo .. girl , i miss u sooooo sooooo much..
finally, we meet up!! yeah yeah!!
spot my pretty babe today!

i love your changes honey!!

yea.. 2 leng lui.. okie.. its time to buy a nice camera to capture us ♥

here the pic from ying's hp... =)
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okie... i go to bang wall..
i admit.
i fall in love this time...
you are the winner.. jeff ang..
20.08.2010
这一天没干什么。。留在家里,好好的。。吃我家的巧克力。

ferrero collection 被我干了。
剩下两盒。。。

ferrero rocher... haha.. 吃肥我。。。

lindt... this.. is just awesome...!!!!
spot de choc.. so cute...

haha.. thanks to sis in law.. haha.. choc from australia..
mummy.. i want it too.. please please .. buy it to me when u saw it in aus.. ♥♥
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今晚的我,因为太想念你,
而掉下我那笨笨的泪水。
i need you now.. i miss u......... T.T

11 August 2010

01-10 Aug 2010

*这是一篇没那么仔细的记录。。
因为这段日子,太累了。*
01.08.2010
yea.. i am a bitch.. please, call me bitch when u girls or guys see me in some day...
please.. spot my ex's bf nice profile picture..
am love it damn damn damn much.

男人,不要说分手时,你有几痛。
一个月不到你就有女朋友了。
有你的。赞!! thumb up for you =)
女朋友很可爱。。。。
am fel glad because im de one who leave u...u..u...u...
ahahahhahahaha..thanks lots.. =)
** 我们,谈了七个小时。 开心的七个小时。
我喜欢你的笑容, 更喜欢你因为看到我哭,
而不知所措的样子 =) **
10pm until 6am.. =)
说不完。。 如果时间可以定在这一刻。。很好。
02.08.2010
degree最后一次的presentation..
一句very good。我满足=)
03.08.2010
LYK.. 谢谢你 =)
对我所有的付出。
心领了。
04.08.2010
IBM.. 不是我的目标。
是,你是国际大公司,
但,我对你,不感兴趣。
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随和。 是你自己称赞自己的形容词。
可爱的男人=)
是你在我心里的感觉。
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*第几天,我没有好好的睡觉了?
为了finals... 拚了再说!*
05.08.2010
唯一我们没有msn的晚上。
因为,太累了。我,太累了
final... 真的。。 很suffering...
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high risk , high return..
这是我爱的道理。
所以,我承担了别人不想承担的痛苦。
但,我也得到了比别人更高的回报。
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好多的误会。。
所以,koon 和我说,
我拜太多狐狸精了。。
所以,才会常常和男人扯上关系。
well.. thanks for ur explanation...
有够烂的。
06.08.2010
从几时开始,当你一打开眼睛,
第一个sms 的人, 就是我?
而当我离开你时,
你还要确保第二天是否能看到我?
我吓坏了。
但,为什么我并不想改变我们的改变?
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疯掉了。。 考试。。 考试。。
还没开始考试。。 我已经疯了。
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在我真的超无助的时候,
是你,傻傻的,跑去老远。。
就只是买巧克力给我。
我笑了,你却什么也没说。
07.08.2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST honey ELAINE!!!!
7am.. 就到了one u..
我的朋友们都还没到。。
等了足足的一个小时。。
很好!大家出发去genting !!!!

me of the day!!! pale.. am stress for finals.. sob sob...

the only MAN !!!!! haha.. thanks momo...

have a nice pic before we go to genting with tram..

我们三。。。

tram 里。。 想不到。。 我真的那么矮。。  碰不到顶!!

make up in the tram.. omo.. cute birthday girl =)

yea!!! we reached genting!!!

3 stupid girls.. .luckily erica didnt join us in this pic.. please.. i dun want u to be stupid too.. haha

me and my dear erica

our 1st game..

our very 1st horrible outdoor game!!!! love it....

4 little girls...

幸福男人。。。

the birthday girl!!!

tara

erica

its me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

变身啊!!!!!!!

5 of us ♥♥♥♥♥

yea!!! here we are!!! love this so much!!

“打机场”里的我们!!

瞧。。 我们。。很认真

me =)
6pm.. we reached back to One U..
and then.. we went to an awesome organic restaurant name call:
chef Low organic kitchen @ pj

i ♥ the concept!!!

the birthday girl =)

me & elaine!!

girlzzzzz...
happy birthday my honey... !!!
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**我这次是认真的。。
我不知道今晚做的这个决定是对还是错。
但,给多我一次机会,
我还是会做同样的事情。**
08.08.2010
“只想留在你身边。。
这是我小小,也是大大的梦想。”
今天的我,睡了一整天。
好累。。压力好大。。
想好好读书。。只想, 好好读书。。
至少,做到。。对得起自己。
09.08.2010
我不想听到你和我说:对不起。
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宝贝:我做不到。。
不是因为我有良心。
而是,我还是一只没脚 的小鸟。。
无法等留 下来。
我觉得现在这样很好。。
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害怕。后天的考试。
10.08.2010
正常的学生,现在应该在埋头苦读。。
可是,我却很轻松的上下网。。 聊下天。。
好累。。心里好累。。压力不是盖的大。。
突然,好想学鸵鸟。。把自己的头往地上一塞。。
什么也看不到。。就这样自欺欺人吧。。
但,原来,我做不到。
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谢谢你超过十二个小时的陪伴。
因为你,就算考得烂。。
也就算了。。
有什么是重要的?
自己对得起自己就好。


06 August 2010

你,对我来说, 是特别的。
所有我想要的,你有了。。
但是,就是因为五年的感情。
我比上不足,比下有余。
我什么比不上他的?
有,我知道。。
就是那一份爱你的勇气。
我们很像。
我们有很自私。。
我们比任何人都知道。。
别人怎么去看待我们两个人。
但,我们选择沉默。
不想要解释。
从几时开始,我离不开你?
而你,也在我离开时,寻找我的踪影?
我们两个也知道。。
没有人会踏出那一步。。
我们两个也知道。。
瘾,戒不掉。。

04 August 2010

Secrets

YouTube - OneRepublic - Secrets (Official HD Music video).mp4
   



I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold?
I don't really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)