sometimes, its just unexplainable.

my dearest best buddies elaine text to me today and said : "i bought a spongebob hp case for my i4, so cute."
well readers, if you are my close friend, i bet that you know i love spongebob darn much.

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looks. how cute they are. but somehow, i don't have i4 because im using nokia 5800 and i got no excess money to spend on it.. and yea, one more important thing. my hp number is under company (not under my name >.<) with this advantages, i got not need to pay for my hp bill every month and me got no excuse to change my hp if my 5800 still in a healthy condition.. (gosh , my 'small red' -- my 5800 nickname , is just so darn healthy until she fells down thousand times but still can function well.. )

this text from elaine is just make me envy. i wish i could have i4 as well.. at least of HTC since all my buddies using HTC now.. even my mummy too =( go through with the finance condition , it just a dream of mine coz im unemployed now.  and my lovely bf have a weird mind as he dislike to spend money on buying me IT stuff because he think its not worth for it.. he rather to buy me some jewelery.. damn sad.

but somehow, mind changed when i start dating with my current bf-- JA (jeff ang). once , i was a materialistic girl, a typical KL ah moi that aim for branded.. even luxury products. if im single now, i bet that im now an owner of i4 or HTC. time flies, and i grew, in term of physically and mentally. mind changed dramatically as most of my friends thinks im gone insane. i really wish to spend my money as i like in what i love. In bag, clothes, IT stuff, some cute cute accessories.. and more and more without thinking further.

but when the naughty cupid brings JA to me. everything changed. marriage comes to my mind recently. well, since i date with him perhaps. wants or needs became my first consideration when i shop . i spend more wisely if comparing to the old old time of me. i aim for future -- my house, my kids. i went to property website more often. (i spend time on looking nice clothes and branded once) looking at the price of every piece of land in malaysia... i hope i can have a comfortable shelter for my kids, and of course for myself too when i have my own family. and i don't wana leave this burden to my dearest JA since i love him darn much and i think its my responsibility too if we holds each other hand to complete our entire life .

life, its just unexplainable , when love comes around.

well, this is not to show off how much i love my bf.. but to express my own feeling as i hope i can have an i4 soon.. haha. well, earn more, save more, invest more. and get a new house together with my dearest future hubby and my kids.

and some people might say, "tweety ， 你都有今天了". yes, indeed.. when i met with JA. im became a 'small women' that rely him much ♥ oh!! unexplainable + unbelievable.