十一月的第一天。。 我，正努力的赶着大学的最后一份assignment.. however, 大多数的时间却荒废在 msn & facebook 上面。。 哈哈。。不理了。我今天，就是很开心。
02.11.2010
skipped my morning class today to complete my assignment.. >.< im so bad~~ and whats the next round after that?? sunway pyramid for shopping , but, due to the tiredness.. i just bought a dress which only spend me RM50.. haha..
and at night.. seremban for porridge.. and kajang for satay..
03.11.2010
今天心情莫明的不好。。 我累， 真的很累。并不想庆祝生日。我，讨厌生日。
妈妈今天回来了。我笑了。但睡不着。因为，我太累了。
04.11.2010
上完了大学的最后一堂lecture.. hahahaha.. degree's life 就快结束。开心=) 12pm.. dear jeff fetch me to mid valley to meet my dearest families --> mum, sis in law & annabella. and , i received my 1st present for 21st birthday =)
[caption id="attachment_828" align="aligncenter" width="411" caption="key charm + necklace from mummy.. =) "]
[/caption]me, gotta unwrap it at 7 nov =)
and whats next.. i headache for my dress on my bday home party.. i went to topshop, zara, jaspal, mng, bysi, salabianca.. everywhere.. and i get nothing.. and the end, i go to metrojaya.. haha... and finally, i found one @ someset bay..
[caption id="attachment_830" align="aligncenter" width="410" caption="the dress.. its cute.. well.. cute, but my dear said: its mature????"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_831" align="aligncenter" width="409" caption="after i wear it up..im covering my face bcoz of too tired.. i looks numb."]
[/caption]on the way back home..
[caption id="attachment_834" align="aligncenter" width="407" caption="bella is busying with her ipad. =) "]
[/caption]tired for today.. but happy of finally i can shop with my mum after one and half month of separation.. >.<
05.11.2010
since tonite i need to attend addy's bday party @ grand season hotel.. so, went to sunway pyramid to find some nice dress again.. haha.. so, 战利品for today.. jaspal top, a set of lingeria.. thats all.. but its spend me RM 250 ++ ady.. sad..anyhow, i wear another dress to addy's party at the end !! lolx.. after than, jeff came to meet me at sunway after i went to blunnis to reshape my eyebrown.. =) haha.. and.. i received my 2nd present from him.. happy !!! ♥
[caption id="attachment_925" align="aligncenter" width="409" caption="=) necklace from tomei .. how materealistic!!!"]
[/caption]he actually wana buy me Poh Kong Disney bracelet.. but, sizes is for baby.. oh my, its not design for adult although i still can wear it.. but its way too cute.. >.< thanks to dear for this lovely present.. seriously love it.. ♥
7pm.. me, shin wei and lovely peoy gee reached grand season hotel.. guess, we are the very very 1st 3 persons who reached there.. i means.. from INTI gangs.. haha..
[caption id="attachment_838" align="aligncenter" width="413" caption="3 of us.. me, peoy gee & shin wei"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_835" align="aligncenter" width="410" caption="me and the bday boy =) "]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_836" align="aligncenter" width="405" caption="me and cute cute peoy gee =) "]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_837" align="aligncenter" width="405" caption="me and joshyn.. haha.. we chat non-stop tonight"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_839" align="aligncenter" width="408" caption="joshyn, me & sook mei"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_840" align="aligncenter" width="410" caption="the queen = joshyn"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_841" align="aligncenter" width="411" caption="now the bday boy ^^"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_842" align="aligncenter" width="418" caption="girls and ms lee"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_843" align="aligncenter" width="418" caption="girls and addy ^^"]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_844" align="aligncenter" width="418" caption="INTI gangs!!!!! =) "]
[/caption][caption id="attachment_846" align="aligncenter" width="409" caption="happi birthday ADDY!!!!!"]
[/caption]overall.. have fun tonight with all de great INTI-ism.. =) good night Z.Z
06.11.2010
went to tesco to buy some stuff for my bday party tmr.. bought lots of tissue , carlberg, heineken, drinks.. etc.. thanks for everything.. families is damn important to a person after i planned to throw a party at home.. love you all. =)
den, nothing much for today. stay at home.. until jeff came to find me around 5 pm.. then, me + jeff + mummy went to pasar malam.. and then, we went to pyramid.. then we went to usj for bak tuk tea..
what a lovely birthday eve with my mum and jeff ♥ love it =) and , i did very hapi tonight =)
07.11.2010
refer to the blog " 7 nov my 21st bday"
08.11.2010
peaceful day with the accompany of jeff.. finally, had my very first officially home dinner after the return of my mum =) happy day without facing my corporate finance.
09.11.2010
went to the curve for movie today with dear. first time of parking his car to suria tower..
[caption id="attachment_924" align="aligncenter" width="408" caption="09.11.10 =) "]
[/caption]not very nice parking lots, full of car since its a corporate tower i think ??
movie for today.. " the rise of the mummy".. haha.. 1 + 30 min movie. its a very nonsense movie.. dun watch it.. !!!
[caption id="attachment_923" align="aligncenter" width="409" caption="the rise of the mummy --- adele"]
[/caption]10.11.2010
received an urgent call from cousin brother this early morning. doctor said uncle was in a bad condition. hence, me + mum + brother rush to alor setar to visit my youngest uncle.. PANCREATIC CANCER. its what he got. i saw my 2nd uncle.. i think he feels very bad, as his brother (my dad, suffering because of nasopharyngeal carcinoma and die because of pulmonary edema) and now, the youngest uncle having the pulmonary edema as well. however, he smile as usual.. he has a very warm + cute smiling face.. but who knows?? he felt hopeless when received the call from his youngest brother which told him to in charge of the funeral things a month before. how sad!! me, sitting in my brother's comfortable harrier for 4 hours.. this is the 1st time i felt i wana vomit when sitting in harrier-- my favourite car. and i thought, i have a strong heart to faces this situation since my youngest uncle is not very close with me, as, i just remember he gave me a set of Lego for celebrate my good result during my primary school. and i remember, he has 4 children.. 4 little cute girls, and his 2nd daughter is same age with me.. and moreover, he is not a very good man.. he leave his family and date with a lady which have marriage as well. but things doesn't goes as what i thought!! i shocked.. when i first saw my youngest uncle who lying on the bed in the hospital...its just gave me a big shocked and made me turn over within a second time and ran out from the room !! i cried.. it just cant be control at all!! i hug my cousin brother which i didnt meet for at least 5 years.. and keep saying : "im so sorry, i just cnt control myself." its really damn shocked as an 48 years old man looks exactly like 80 years old and waiting the time to end this life.. its damn fucking suffering and i felt very pain for him. and my mum said : its looks worse than my dad.
this is not a great day .. seriously!! at the end, me + mum + bro went to give him a last visit after lunch..( my very 1st meal of the day) before we rush back to KL since brother have a meeting at JB the second day. and i tried my best to talk with him.. i told myself, i did very regret when there were 18 years before. i rush back to home and not able to accompany my dad to go through his last journey in his life.. and i dont wana feel regret again. hence, KEEP STRONG + NO TEARS!! when i stand infront of my uncle.. anyway, KEEP STRONG uncle!! may his family will forgive him.. ♥ and thanks to my dear jeff who called and console me in very accurate timing. love u my dear!! ♥
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