1- 11 Jun 2010

01.06.2010
新的一个月份。。
今天，额外emo..
但谢谢。。有莹在自己的身边。。
sunway pyramid @ pasta zanmai for lunch.. ^^

今天的午餐。。莹说：一定吃不完。。
我笑说：为什么？？？？

我的set lunch.. ; )

see, 我说的，我一定吃得完。。

on the way to sunway college..to  fetch elaine.. ;)
haha.. dior sunglasses...
ying looks better with it le.. omo..

sombong ying, she said: of course la, im leng lui mar..lolx.. ;)
今天，家里的饭桌终于来了。。

喜欢家里新的饭桌。; )

是幸运还是努力的成果？
我，就差那么一点。。
02.06.10
you, really drive me crazy..
but i like u.. seriously like u... ♥
picture of the day!!!
messy tara lim .. haha .. lolx..

dun kill me please.. haha.. my lovely master.. ^^
03.06.10

elaine @ snowflake.. here the empty best seller..

the 2nd round.. pancake house @ sunway pyramid..
with lousy services.. haha...

both of us ♥♥♥
i like my salad.. oh cheese... spot the CHEESE~~~

cheese... ♥♥♥
anyhow, elaine dislike it.. hoho..

好简单的一餐.. happy day..  ♥♥♥

elaine with her waffle.. ♥

see her expression.. she is so dang happy...

camwhore while Elaine is studying.. haha..

wondering.. why Elaine is soooo happy while i camwhore-ing>>>.. haha.. cute Elaine.. ♥

omo.. so serious!! aim for 1st class my hun ♥
after elaine ciao.. i waiting my hubby to do his gym...
25 minutes of waiting alone in pancake house is killing my patient..
but i really fel happy when meet up with my dear.. ♥♥♥
*hugs hugs* you are my only one ^^
slept at 10pm tonight.. abnormal me...
04.06.10
boring day.. because of the cancellation of financial strategy & eco class..
kill me please.. at the end.. i decided to skip my international banking class.. haha.
hence, tats means i woke early in the comfortable raining morning to attend one hour of international financial management class.. gosh..
after reached home, packing..
go to my sisters' house..

i love my superman T-shirt.. love it..
and i gotta buy some new superman T-shirt again
9.00pm.. dinner @1 station..
with tara, yen yang, abu, jiun tan, zi cheng and ah dik..
love♥ you all.. nice chat tonight..
looking forward for the drinking session in tara's house.. ♥

merlot + cocktail ... haha.. nice nice.. i cnt live without alcohol..

murni session.. miin + zi cheng.

jiun + ying

me + dear (and im drunk tat time)

38... wearing the " i am single" T-shirt...
i miss you dear dear.. everyday, every second..
05.06.10
art society gathering..
breakfast @ 旺角。。

love this.. created by zhen ning.. ♥

here is our group photo that we all hvn ready yet.. haha

here we are!!! ART SOCIETY!!!

89' committee

89' committee take 2

89' committee again..without xiao miin.
 
smile~~~ ;)

me ^.^

happy us...

me and vincent.. haha

me and rik.

me and my favorite partner.. zhen ning.

i like this.. happy me.. ^^
after breakfast and took lotsa picture...
movie : prince of persia

after movie.. honey moon @ kepong

after honeymoon dessert...
花了两个小时的时间。。 陪镇湘送人回家。
她说：你很成熟。
说真的， 我希望自己能再成熟多一点点。
7.30pm dinner @ kepong..
with ying, elaine, miin and erica.
and i ate 2 plate of rice tonight..
good appetite.. ^^
after dinner, 2nd round..
i love koffee @ menjalara...

with ying, miin, erica & poyen .
Topic that night: name of our kids in the future.
my kids name: 罗里车，萝卜糕，罗你命，罗你笨。。lolx.. funny man.. i love it damn much.
ying kids name: 陈皮，陈发表，陈绩单。。 haha..
一整晚的废话后，reached home at 1am...
tired.. really tired. i miss my bed.. miss u..
可是，为什么？当你说你也想念我时，我却一点感觉也没有。
笨蛋自己。
06.06.10
woke at 4pm.. crazy me..
不去howard 的21st bday party lu...
留在家。。 乖乖的。。就好。
今天，关上自己 的电话。。安静的，享受自己的生活。
谢谢忠辉的电话。you are my angel.
07.06.10
头很痛。。 很痛， 很痛。
吃很多。。 很多，很多。
08.06.10
4 hours break..
brunch @ zanmai sunway pyramid again...
with joshyn, pik wen, lai san and pei yi..
看dress 去呗。
想想， 不知道要穿成怎样去prom..
还是低调点好了。 我，不爱抢风头..haha...
09.06.10
lunch with chung hui..
板面@ ss19..restaurant lian heng..

damn delicious..!!! nice nice..
after lunch.. study @ sunway college..
comfortable college.. no wonder its tuition fee is so dang expensive.. lolx.
** result release today**
and i no dare to take it..
coward me.
10.06.10
received a surprise call from shane to ask me for movie.
hence, i skip my financial strategy since the lecturer dint take attendance.
so , both of us take our lunch @ the curve
then, we spent our time by chit chat here.. chit chat there...
@ starbuck , the curve.
all the picture below are taken by shane's babe: mac pro ; )

the 1st.

haha.. we 'mixed' together... lolx

i told shane, i like this.. looks like ants.. haha

O.o

hehe.. spot my teeth~~~

ei... im not really like this effect..
anyhow, have fun with his Mac Pro.. haha..
so, before go for movie @ One U at 10.20 pm
we went for our dinner : vietnam kitchen

shane like this so much.. but its all vege.. since he is vegetarian.. haha
after dinner... MOVIE time.~~~ KILLERS!!!

not really good story line.. but its funny..
like it too ;)
11.06.10
went for movie again.. with dear dear, kah chung + kah hong.
movie today: karate kids

i love this movie.. : )

and i like jaden smith too.. o!!! xiao dre!!!! ; )
he is sooooo sweet ... and cute!!!

22-31 May 2010

22.05.2010
我希望，我是男生。。
我希望，我能再强一点。。。

今天晚餐的地方。。。off jalan pudu..
红辣椒川菜火锅。。
超爱它的
kangaroo meat.. love it..♥
*开心的一晚，也是感触的一晚。
原来，我真的很男人，
没有办法接受自己不
够强。。
没有办法接受自己的不完美。。
给我选择。。我，要做男人。*
23.05.2010
因为你，我学会了尝试去自己不喜欢的old town..
原来才发现。。。old town 的 nasi lemak 很好吃。。
你，很白痴，但，也很可爱。
因为我，你知道，我不喜欢迟到。
你就真的没有再迟到第二次。
因为我，你知道，我不喜欢拖泥带水。。
你就把该做的东西都解决掉。
因为我，你知道，我每天打电话给你。
你就把自己的prepaid换去 postpaid.
因为我，你知道，我不睡不着。
你无论多累还是陪我谈电话。
因为我，你知道，我不喜欢男生头发长。
你第二天就去剪头发。
因为我，你知道，我不能常常陪你。
你从来都不烦着我。
我，因为你，生活改变了。全因为你♥
你，因为我，生活改变了。全因为我♥
感动，你今天对我说的，
感动，你为了我而改变的。
24.05.2010
原来，找不到你时，
我也是会很慌张。
25.05.2010
这一天。我们的日子。
you are my 7th ; )
26.05.2010
nightmare on elm street...
我和koon一起看第n次的戏。。

没办法被取代的肩膀。
如果有来世，我要做你的唯一，也要你做我的唯一。
current and ex 不能相遇。
我，会不懂得如何面对。。
自残的，我会放弃双方。
*不是不信任，是太在乎。
我不喜欢人家太在乎自己，
更不喜欢人家太担心自己。
我喜欢活在自己的世界里。
我觉得这样很好。
我觉得这样很安全。
为什么？我不想和平常人一样。
我是异类。我承认。*
27.05.2010
终于。月经来了。
开心，但很疲倦。
elaine, congratulations too.. ; )
sorry for ffk.. next snowflake, i treat u ^^
今晚，Quottro, here i come..

dear dear...

kelson and wyndi

us... omo.. without boon.

3 of us..

see the boon... haha..
messy me tonight.. haha..
crop out boon tan!!! lolx.
28.05.2010
疲倦的前一晚。。
宝贝，♥你。。
今天，累得睡了一整天。
我，喜欢简单的幸福。
 *i tell u...
 i might not get a big and comfortable house for us to live
 but i sure will get a shelter which is can let us sleep, eat and protect from rain and sun ray
 i might not let u eat bird nest, abalone and those expensive food in every meal..
 but i sure my family can eat at least 3 meals a day
 i might not afford those branded thing for u to wear or carry ....
 but i will make sure u got enough clean and comfortable clothes to wear everyday which can help u keep warm...
 i might not have exp car to fetch u to workplace or going for a date...
 but i will make sure to fetch u to the destination safely~
 i might not have the responsibility of a husband ...
 but i make sure i am the husband which love u more den any1 in the earth(not in mars =P)
 =The End=*
感动你为我写的一切。。
虽然一切太早，虽然很不真实。
虽然是broken english...
但是，谢谢你在这时刻的出现。
因为你，我很幸福。。。♥

“bb♥dd.”
不明白，为什么是bb♥dd，
而不是dd♥bb
bb是我，dd是你。
后来，才知道。。。
原来，bb♥dd是面对面。
dd♥bb是背对背。
dear, 有你的。。这次，你赢了 : )
29.05.2010
8am to 9am: 慢走
9am to 11am: 瑜伽
今天，流汗流的超级超级爽！！
如果，今晚再次失眠，我下星期就去看医生！！！
*世界上最远的距离，是鱼与飞鸟的距离，一个在天，一个却深潜海底。*
这一句，无意间在网上看到。
刺中要害，想起：海豚与小鸟的故事。。。
是我走得太快，你跟不上我；
还是你放慢脚步，不想跟上来？
30.05.2010
今早，发现你的信息。发现你的不安。
原来，习惯了，你要听到我的声音，你才能睡着。
宝贝，不要那么粘，我会受不了。。
i don't want a boyfriend..
i need a real man.
*我的选择很多，所以请你upgrade 自己。*
今晚，很神经的。。emo..
谢谢你的耐性。。真的。有感动到。
但是，未来的事，不想想太多。。
因为自己深信，计划，赶不上变化。
我还是没有办法给你任何的承诺。。
我，还是那么的自私。。
我，所计划的，没有你。。
还是没有你。。。 的存在。
31.05.2010
五月的最后一天了。
感慨，时间过得太快。
今年，近半年就这样过去了。
我干了什么？？
有，我有一个不帅但很可爱，气不死人的男朋友；）
officially 在一起的第六天，
为什么？就好像在一起很久了那样？
好的预兆？坏的预兆？
我，不知道。
总结，我是幸福的。
虽然，我怎么也没办法开心起来。
i have everything, but im not happy at all..
对，没有错。但，我珍惜我拥有的一切。
*关上电话，今晚，我要找回自己。*

11-21 May 2010

11.05.2010
suppose to have Dim Sum with Koon this morning..
Suppose.. but she cnt wake up to attend 8am class due to the night out yesterday i think..
called ying, she come to fetch me to pyramid by her brother's Camry..
poor her, shaking Camry..
and she got no choice to drive it because there are just leave Alphard and Mercedes at home..haha... ^.^

seriously no idea what to eat today... and we need DIRECTORY!!!
at the end.. we 'settle' our lunch @ Kimgary.. :)
surprisingly, tara text me.. 4.30pm Library yam cha..
haha.. skip class again~~~ im bad student >.<

4 girls in The Library : )

haha.. the only boy.. Mr Law..

me and ying

me and tara..
and now i only realised.. i have no picture with mei jiun.. sad sad..
 
the hoegarden is same size with my face.. ;)
12.05.2010
tired... i slept at 11pm yesterday, but i still feel sleepy..
went home.. Koon let me to choose her tattoo's font..

i like the 4th.. but she like the 3rd.. ah cei... we are totally different in taste..
and at the end... he change the sentence... "dont judge me" in Hindi...>.<
"मुझे
न्याय नहीं"
13.05.2010
went to 'Shiang Hai Restaurant" for lunch today with ying, shapi , elaine and kayli..

haha.. vegetarian ... not bad thou..
have a nice chat .. and we laugh like hell...
snowflake for 2nd round~~
**如果有些东西已经变质了的话，就这样算了吧。。
再怎么努力，那只不过是一个唯美的回忆。**
14.05.2010
4 rounds of meal today..
mc D, Zanmai sushi, fullhouse , then snowflake...
饱到快晕倒了。。。。
snowflake ocha balls...
it will be my new favourite ♥
**选择分开时的寒冷，还是靠近时的刺痛？
经过这个抉择，我们便学会了如何保持适当的距离。**
**宝贝，你还有我在。
你没有一个人，在我的心里，有你。
you are not alone**
15.05.2010
搞笑。
生活，很搞笑。
16.05.2010
介意。原来，自己很介意。
对不起。没有办法告诉自己，你到底是我的谁。
17.05.2010
真的喜欢你吗？
开心。真的，你有让我开心的一套。。
但，为什么，没有办法给承诺。。
到底，你又是在想什么？？
我要的，到底是什么？？
**koon, 从新的，回到原点。
这次是真的，回到了原点。
从新开始。。。。**
**因为，我只爱你一个。
眼泪流下。。是因为，还爱。**
18.05.2010
我喜欢会玩游戏的男生。。
要让我喜欢上你，你一定要会玩game..
because.. i am a player =)
很神经病。。。自己也不明白。。。
为什么。。。 会答应你，和你的家人吃晚餐。。
真的，我觉得自己不怕死。
很平静的。。大家，今晚，愉快的吃了轻松的一餐。。♥
主人：冷静。。 真的，冷静。。
今晚。。失眠。
我想念koon.. 想念你。。。
19.05.2010
很病。没有睡。
失眠。。。
你来陪我了。。
是你，为什么是你？？
20.05.2010
koon, 你迟了。
21.05.2010
不到最后一刻，你都不会知道。。
到底，心里，有的，是谁。
今晚，庆祝毅峰的生日。。

me of the day.. ^.^

me again~~ ;)

遇到了超久没见的frankie foo.. lolx

也遇到了一位超像wei jun 的男人。。哈哈

me, tara, and jiun jiun

me, elaine and the bday boy ;)

the cake

the bday boy -- yi feng ,, smile.......


girls and boys with yifeng...

the group photo~~~ hoho...

the 2nd round~~~~

miin said: alcoholic tweety ;)

So Happy I Could Die

超爱Gaga ~ ~ ~

YouTube - Lady Gaga So Happy I Could Die Lyrics
 

I Wanted You

YouTube - Ina - I Wanted You (lyrics)
 

愛不單行

YouTube - 羅志祥-愛不單行【MV】
 

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我， 一个人过生活

爱
，只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂 ，恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 ，也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
，是不可数的吗
为何我还相信 ，她不是独行侠
我在等一个人 ，在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用
不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 ，爱情那个枷锁

爱
，只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂 ，恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 ，也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
，是不可数的吗
为何我独行侠 ，我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱
，只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂 ，恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 ，也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
，是不可数的吗
为何我还相信 ，她不是独行侠
我在等一个人，在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我
在等一个人
在等我的 永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

01-10 May 2010

01.05.2010 & 02.05.2010
我忘记了这两天是怎样过的。。
累。。可能是睡太多了吧。
我爱，简简单单。。没有太多顾虑。
我喜欢，真诚的坦白。
为什么？要把它复杂化？
03.05.2010
终于开学了。
叶问2。。
真的，不错看♥

喜欢一句：分胜负重要，还是和家人吃饭重要？
今晚，又失眠了。。为什么？
我自己也不知道。。真的，不知道。
04.05.2010
疯掉。。
my lovely classmate Peoy gee wake me up at 1am midnight..
there is a story like this:
Peoy Gee house gt no electric.. and in desperate situation..
she sms me and ask whether she can stay in my house before fetch me to school..
and yea.. i agree too..but at the end..
she told me her house gt electric again as i already move my cute bear to else where..

OMO.. peoy gee, next time, u can just pack all your things to my  house once your house gt no electric..
thus, please.. dun wake me up at 1am.. its really tiring... and for sure.. i cnt concentrate on my class tmr..
Lunch with hui ying and erica today @ canton-i...
haha.. my favorite Chinese restaurant ^.^

spot 3 of us .. :) smile..

camwhore @ toilet pula.. haha

me & erica @ vincci.. and ying said i looks like ghost...

me @ kimgary.. with ying's ugly passport size pic.. haha ;)
talk a lot today.. hui ying, both of us make Erica speechless wei... haha...
05.05.2010
Due to the incident happened the night before..
i am just totally can not concentrate on my first lesson of international financial management..
luckily, same situation goes to Peoy Gee and she decide to go home earlier..
but at the end!!! Me, Peoy Gee, Sook Mei and Li Yun went to DIM SUM for breakfast.
well, overall.. the dim sum is not bad..
although 4 of us seems like a weird group coz 4 of us never eat together before..
and yea, LI YUN.. u really can eat!!!
Reached Home.. i feel nice..and my dearest brother finally drive my new SAGA home..
and its number plate is so funny.. WTU3324..
I translate it as "alive alive easy die"... haha .. lolx ; )
my cute white SAGA..
and~~ i thought i can sleep till die after reached home..
unfortunately.. brother said:" hey, go to Mid Valley with me..
Jusco's member days !!! help me to carry things!!!"

what lar.. i just wana sleep...
4 hours for shopping without buying anything relating with me..
o yea.. i just bought 1 shampoo.. 1 hair treatment ...
is it consider as i bought something for myself??
i dun think so~~ >.<
peoples in Malaysia are extremely crazy because of some discount~~
So there are dang many people in Mid Valley today..
consequences, Me, brother and sis in law sweat for the 4 hours shopping..
and yea.. my brother's wallet is bleeding too..
and what funny is.. Standard Charted called to my brother and ask..
"Sir, do you make 4 times of transaction in a same place today?"
Yea yea, brother pay by credit card today because he just leave RM1 in his wallet..
haha.. poor brother.. o my... ^.^ cute lar u brother!!
06.05.2010
finally，add FIN410 international banking..
this semester... i will be taking 4 subject..
and guess what.. i think its really heavy for me..
whatsoever.. do my best.
as i start borrow books from library today...
my ECO405.. i will score A for sure!!!
aza aza fighting!!
** i know, u miss me.**
07.05.2010
having lunch with my BBF.. tara and elaine @ pasta zanmai.. ^.^

me of the day.. ^.^

Elaine ; )

Tara ;)

and 3 of us for the day ♥
snowflake with tara, elaine and hui ying @ snowflake afterward..
突然想念你。。尤其是吃snowflake 的时候。
movie tonight.. IRON MAN2
I prefer iron man 2 than ip man 2 actually.. ; )
although the story line is "suck".. haha...

tiring day... but i feel happy when hang out with u all... : )
08.05.2010
wake up at 12 today because i was toooooo tired as i sleep at 1 o' clock yesterday..
and what surprising me.. i need to "give out" my room to sis in law's mother for 2 days...
because she will come to kuala lumpur today!!! oh my~~
my lovely room.. gotta move all the clothes i need to wear for these 2 days.. >.<
**here you jealous.. stupid u..
可是，为什么？就是要用语言来伤害我，
然后又当没事发生？？
what respond i expect from you?
yea, i shouldn't expect anything from you.
im nothing.. and im just a loser who begging you to treat me better..
and you, blaming me as i treat you badly ...
tears drop again and again as i realized im seriously an idiot..
it was just a profile picture..
and wth if he is my boyfriend??
its non of your business... what you so curious about?
and what you so jealous about????????
hurt me badly. you, hurt me badly.
p/s : i will not change the profile picture!!
i pretend i have no idea where you went today..
i pretend i have no idea who u hang out with today..
i pretend i have no idea what bull shit you lie to me..
i pretend you act perfectly..
yea, im stupid, and yet, idiot..
to giving you thousand of forgiveness and patient.
kill me please~~
you are just annoying and spoiled my life!!!
you have no idea how many night i can not sleep well ,
how many tears i dropped,
how pain is my heart,
how stupid i look like.. just because of you.**
语言上的发泄。。让自己 好好多。。
可是，为什么？不放手？？
09.05.2010
mother's day!!! 母亲节！！
celebrate with 6 mother in this mother's day...
my mum, my sister, my sister in law, my sister in law's mother, my sister in law's sister, and my sister in law's sister's mother in law..
oh my.. haha.. so complicated... but i feel sooo happy!!!

mother mother mother mother........ mothersssssssssssssss.
10.05.2010
monday.. and i feel exhausted coz i cnt sleep well yesterday's night..
woke up at 8.. and went to scol at 10.. reached there.. and no ECO class..
T.T.. ate McD for brunch and hungry again at 5... went home at 5.30..
nothing to eat.. and i need to wait till 7pm.. to have my dinner..
boring MONDAY   >.<
** my dream phone!!! **
the iphone killer!!
HTC EVO 4G!!!  I want it as my 21st birthday present...

some how, its bigger than iphone.. not really suitable for girls.. >.<
sob sob.. T.T sad case~~~